Grandstate Apartments/ Jamie's Place, Balto's Pad

the guy had carried me away, i let only a tear drop before resuming struggle. But the net was completly wolf and human proof. He didnt talk the entire way as he threw me into the back of a van, as if i weighed 10 pounds. I felt a pinprick in my arm before i could look at the closing doors. My eyes drooped and i felt the van start and drive off right before my eyes closed, sending me into utter darkness.

I hissed at te sound of te engine. Grabbing Jamies arm, I pulled her to the door just in time to see the back of the van turn out of te road. I howled and left Jamie, springing into action and chasing the van on all fours... never gaining... no use... I bit down on my bottom lip till it bled, then drinking in the blood I felt my body reacct like a pistol trigger. I loved blood, human or half, and when I tasted it my body kicked into full power. I frowned as I sped down along the road, hoping not to lose sight of the van. That was somthing I couldnt let slip... that the reason I had transferred was because my were-wolf side gave way when I was in pre-school. That day, a boy of my age had taken my stuffed dog, so I lashed out, biting into his neck. That taste, pouring into my mouth, leaving him alive but drained... I shook my head... I had abolished that from my system a while ago, refusing to look back on it...
Father had said "Your still a young thane, things like this must be explored..." And that had angered me even more... But that had gone, even if the cravings never ceased

I growled and sucked more blood from my lip. I needed to keep going.

I was feeling dazed for no reason at all.. maybe one of those Werewolves disabled my thoughts.. I shook my head, and tried to regain my memories. Kat taken away.. Blato fighting.. Werewolves being scared of me for no reason at all.. it all came together. I could predict that they took her to the building.. the building that my father worked at! Actually, he was the head! No wonder those wolves were scared of me.. they didn't want to get in trouble by hurting the leader's daughter! I sprinted to the building, my Jade necklace hanging by the door.

I hissed and fell onto my bed, twitch licking my nose. Curling up i fell asleep.

I sniffed and bit down onto a honey granola bar. I felt totally alone now, Jamie took no noticeof me anymore... Kat was out... even my little boy Twitch had scampered off with his two legged friends. Staring out my window I watched the clouds drift past. I had abandoned the idea of helping my father as a training thane, I felt I wasnt ready, but what now? throwing the bar wrapper in the paper bin I grabbed my hoodie and locked the apartment door behind my, heading over to my secret spot in the park.
I need to find a hobby, or a life!

I sighed and flopped in my bed, soon falling into a deep sleep.

"Jamie?" i whispered

"I'm not awake. Go away." I moaned.

"If you say so." i replied. Max was behind me, grinning his smart-alick grin.
I was about to close the door when he said something.
"She just wanted to let you know she is being kidnapped by a handsome young man that attended her school"
"Shut up!"

I hissed as I padded into the corridoor. I could hear their voices behind the corner.
I really didnt want to speak to any of them at this moment.
I started to back off, but my shirt caught on the door, and I grunted while taking it off. They would have heard that! crap...
Shaking my head I turned the corner, sighing in relife to just find Kat and some guy from our year with linked arms. They looked so tied up, like an engadged couple! My eyes burned dark and resonant with hatred of this whole damn world... I growled and pushed past them, opening my apartment and grabbing twitch, holding him close and picked up his toy ball, handing it to him.
I whispered "Twitch, you dont have to worry about crap like this do you... im so much better at talking to animals than humans!" I chuckled, my eyes showing no sign of the hatred before.

"Balto?" i asked as he pushed pass. He looked like he didnt want to talk.
"Whats up with him?" Max asked.
"Im not sure. Let me talk to him by myself for a bit" i said letting go of his hand.
"Balto?" i called out softly, knocking lightly on his door.

I hissed, standing up I unlocked the door and opened it.
"What..." my eyes iced over.

"I know you dont want to talk. . . But i just wanted to make sure you were okay. Ive been at work and Im not up to date" i looked in his eyes.

I was sooo tired and dazed, I fell off my bed. There was a loud thump, and an, "I'm ok.."

I just sighed and stared back. Inside i was screaming OK... OK! YOU SEE THIS AS OK! but I just shrugged and looked over at Jamies door where she had fallen. Smiling slightly I leaned against my door frame, loosening up a little.

I sighed "I hate all forms of life.. including James.."

And this is why im usually the outcast. i thought to myself.
"If you need anything. At all. Just talk to me. I dont want to loose you as a friend." was all i could think to say.

I stretched and sat on my bed. god, I need to get a girl... life has no meaning... ah...
"Yeah, sure but im fine, nothing you could help wiht!" I beamed.

I rolled my eyes and walked back out into the hallway.
"Stay here real quick," i told Max as i walked into Jamie's apartment.

I lay back on my beed, shifting trough the girls at school in my mind... no... NO WAY IN HELL!... possible... eh?

Most would be more than happy too...

NRR: cuz your hormone thingy!

NRR: yeah the pheromone bending crap... but balto isnt ugly ppl! to others at school hes just another hot guy, kay... just dont work like that if he likes them back! LOL! haha

NRR: i know he isnt ugly! lol Kat is average lookin, and total outcast other than you, Jam and Max

"You okay Jamie?" i called out a bit louder

I sat up, trying to listen to Kat.

NRR: now we wait for Spark to *unpoof*