Grandstate Apartments/ Jamie's Place, Balto's Pad

NRR:well i sure know I didnt nom her! *checks nom tank* NOPE! i cant un-nom her today!

"Fine.. besides the suicidal thoughts, fine.." I moaned again.

"Gosh" i muttered, slapping my forhead lightly.
"Whats with the thoughts?" i asked, knowin i might not want the answer

I sighed and gave up. They mumbled too quietly. Just in that split second, my mind soared through all the ordeals that I had encountered and endured lately. heh... I have put myself through ten times as much lately... maybe I could go on weekend trip somewhere
I grabbed my laptop, and started browsing the web for local resorts or camping sites.
Maybe if the other two cam, then they wouldnt act so depressed all thew time! It would be such a laugh... or even if it was a camping trip in the park... heh

My mind had just caught his thoughts.
A camping trip sounds perfect i thought to myself

Beaming at the thought of getting rid of the tension I decided that we could all choose... no site for us, and we would pledge to manage out there with no modern equipment! fires from flints and driftwood, that sorta thing! I gathered together a few shirts and trousers in a bag, shoved in a can of twitch's food and put it by the door.

"Who feels like goin camping?" i asked Jamie, packing her clothes for her. She was going no matter what

I smiled and grabbed my shoulder bag, stuffing twitch into a large side pocket. Closing my apartment door, I appeared at Jamies door and grinned, watching Kat pack.
"I see you picked up on my wavelink!" I chuckled, then pointed at max.
"Feel up to bracing the wilderness and giving up all things sane and modern? Were going to embrace mother nature and live on only her benifits for a couple of days..."
My mood had totally swung round in the opposite direction since I arrived. I was bouncing about and smiling like a loony smiley thing.

"I was born to" Max laughed. I finished packing for Jamie.
"I dont have much to pack" i laughed akwardly. "I can run to my home and grab stuff quick"

I grinned, head-locking Kat and rubbing her head with my knuckles.
"Sure, if it feels better for you... take your little pet along too... your pet can borrow stuff from me!" I laughed, releasing Kat and tottering off to my apartment to find some spare clothes.

"Whatever.." I sighed and weakly grabbed my stuff. It felt as if all the energy I had, atleast before James left, suddenly escaped me. I felt like dying, ending this endless pain of emotion once and for all me.

I dumped another bag next to the door, and turned around. Catching sight of Jamie's face, i went over to her, and knelt next to her, anf flashed her a bright smile. Wrapping my arms around heri whispered
"Hun, I know your sad but come on, it'l be a laugh camping out... Here, you knew how much I liked you, but still, life goes on right so give me one of those smiles that once had my heart!" I ruffled my hair, standing, and then patted her head, flashing her a brilliant smile and returning to the door. I engaged in a convosation with max about... well it had no topic really!

"It's not that.." I tried to smile, but only ended up making a frown, "I feel like my energy is draining.. it's not emotional.. it's weird.." I could feel myself getting tired and weak.

"Need a Monster?" i laughed, taking Jamie into a small hug. I could tell she was trying hard to be like her old self before she found out everything.
"You guys know, Max is a werwolf to right?" i asked.

"Yeah, I know him." I murmered glumly, takin gmy backpack. I felt strage, odd.. I thoguht James had to do with it. Maybe he could control your mentally stability, and make you have depression? That was it.

"Why am i never informed?" i laudhed at myself

I sniffed and watched as Jamie half-heartedly rose. Breaking away from the convosation, I walked over again and sat down next to her, pulling her back down to eye level.
"Jamie whats going on here, really... Im serious here, are you okay? Did he hurt you?" I growled as the image sprang to mind. Staring deep into her eyes. My eyes now had returned to peircing blue.
Shes never like this, in the time i have know her, which really isnt l;ong, but still... whats happened
"Did he mess with you? God if he did..." I ran a hand through my hair.

"No, Balto, it's nothing.. I just feel empty, somehow.. like, when heleft, he took my energy and emotion with me.." I sighed and took a glass of water, "I'm fine.."

I tapped on her head "Well, its not hollow so...." I laughed. "aw... well maybe you should have gone with him, and I bet hes still at the airport, run to him... You know your no fun like this..."
Dammit he messed with her... shes gone upstairs! Just iresponsive! I gotta get to him, or shel be like this until he returns next year
I stared at her. She was a total contrast from the lively young wolf I had first met. Sad, sorrowful, tired, not responding to jokes that would crack her up... Had he stolen her soul through his tainted lips? Or Taken her life with him to russia, and started to experiment ith ways to hurt her inside... I shook my head... I know what... I betcha shes gone and reversed it, shes gone and imprinted or something... even though only males should, some cases females do

"I'm fine." I said flatly, finishing my water. I know I didn't imprint; or else I'd already be at the airport. My mind was just clogged..

"Can i try to un-clog it?" i asked. "Ive been getting better with my mind abilities"

I licked my lips. "But still Jamie... Oh, damn im troubling you too much, sorry, look im sorry! Il leave if you want... but still, you feel an unatural bond between this guy... I mean, is there anyone who you also feel you have a weird bond with? Or like, a memory he reminds you of, or something, or an event?"

"He reminds me of you, Balto. I don't know why.. he just does.. And Kat, this is emotional pain, not mental.." I sighed and sat down.

NRR: im Kat on here? remember? XD

"If there is anything i can do. . ." i didnt finish. I would do all in my power to have the old Jamie back.

(Fixed it. Sorry.)

"Maybe I should just relax.. probably his powers had to do with it.." I explained, trying to calm my depression.